23 Mar 2017 - Backfire
Afternoon or whatever.
Yesterday was day #27 on Lexapro.
I think that my mood was a 5. I don't know, I don't remember yesterday all that well.
My attempt to override the need to sleep did not work at all. My decision to load up on caffeine Wednesday resulted in my being unable to sleep until perhaps 4am or so, and then sleeping through all five of my alarms. I woke up in a blind panic at 11:53am (yes, I remember the exact time - that tends to happen when I'm up extremely late), initially incredulous that it was indeed almost noon. As a result, I lost about three hours of morning work time yesterday, as well as one class, though the lectures for that class are always posted online and attendance isn't taken anyway.
After the big hiccup, though, my day was unusually productive. I almost achieved a flow-like state working with a group on a large and complex project, which is a rare thing, and spent a good three and a half hours studying with a group, which is also rare. Hell, I even took a shower and shaved.
I prefer to keep each post's content about a single day, so I'll talk about today later.
Until then.
24 Mar 2017
Yesterday was day #27 on Lexapro.
I think that my mood was a 5. I don't know, I don't remember yesterday all that well.
My attempt to override the need to sleep did not work at all. My decision to load up on caffeine Wednesday resulted in my being unable to sleep until perhaps 4am or so, and then sleeping through all five of my alarms. I woke up in a blind panic at 11:53am (yes, I remember the exact time - that tends to happen when I'm up extremely late), initially incredulous that it was indeed almost noon. As a result, I lost about three hours of morning work time yesterday, as well as one class, though the lectures for that class are always posted online and attendance isn't taken anyway.
After the big hiccup, though, my day was unusually productive. I almost achieved a flow-like state working with a group on a large and complex project, which is a rare thing, and spent a good three and a half hours studying with a group, which is also rare. Hell, I even took a shower and shaved.
I prefer to keep each post's content about a single day, so I'll talk about today later.
Until then.
24 Mar 2017
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